Mood: !!!

jennifer + furby = jennifurbs = bored

i'm over here now: *bendix

Mood: !!!

well he's gone and in the air as i type. so back to my miserable existence.

okay, no not really. it's only one month and 16 days until i see him again.

him = absolutely amazing.

p.s. i passed my biology class. yay! and i also have a thc infested cookie here at my desk. yum!

p.p.s. he's 2000 miles + away again

Mood: !!!
Listening to: 20 year old lover - juliette & the licks

he's almost here!





eeek!


i'm so outta here in 7 minutes. bye...

Mood: !!!
Listening to: three days - jane's addiction

happy b-day:





it seems as though today just went from blah to bad since this afternoon.

the deal is i work on a dead end street in an area that's sparsely populated with industrial type companies so it's easy for an incident to affect us. and we've had a few in the years i've been there. well today a fucking 18 wheeler was hit by a train. the train that crosses the street we have to travel to get out of the area. no other way out.

so the train is basically stuck there from 3:30 in the afternoon all the way up until about 7 this evening. 5 o'clock comes around and luckily our accountant had left earlier and was on the other side of the tracks, willing to take us home (well, 4 of us). basically we had to climb across the train to get to the other side. which is what we did. went to amy's then she took me home. i didn't get my car until under a little an hour ago. let me tell you, it's torture without your car that's as beloved as mine. but i lived and i'm tired as hell. didn't get to do shit like i wanted. great way to start of my vacation with the bri, huh?

i'm a little better now. hearing him say "i will see you tomorrow" gives me fucking butterflies. day-um.

okay i'm out...back on monday.

Mood: !!!

happy b-day:





why the hell am i freaking out about tomorrow? i've felt like i seriously want to run off and hide and be in total isolation the past couple of days. i don't know what's wrong with me. i think it's just 'cause i'm so unorganized. i should be laid back, i no longer have an apartment to clean until you're able to eat off the floor anymore, i'm done with my first class, so wtf??

maybe i'm getting frustrated because of the lack of cigarettes. i feel like i'm climbing walls sometimes.

i should be like this ---> & this ---> but i feel like this--->

p.s. i'm out until next monday.